Hi to everyone here 'gain... Well well... Do you happy enjoy this holidays life?... I guess most of you are happy... Go shoppin', gathering... Talking with friend using the phone, chatting with friend using MSN, or SMS... *I guess most of you don't use ICQ already... Do you?*... Well... It looks like so enjoy... But... My holidays... Feel boring and... FUCK!
Mm... Well... The story start form 21th November... Well, I sleep at 4.30a.m. before this day... But... This day... My fucking mum wake me up... For what?!... For my tuition... I never think that I could have a tuition this holiday... But... She find a teacher to teach me in school... What a fucking thing!... You do this thing without my permission?!... What the fuck!... Hate that!... Well, if the lesson of my tuition is Mathematics... Never mind... But... Not Math., is Physic!... Fuck!... I hate this lesson so much!... Do you know what my physic's result in my final exam?... If you don't know... Now, I tell you... Just 46 marks only!... Do you know why?... Because I hate physic so much... It looks like a none calculation of my life... But... Anyway... The physic teacher comes, so, have anything I can do? or any thing I can change? No!... So... Just go on...
40 Days of holidays... Well well... Seem like the time is so short... Why just 40 days... But... To me... It quiet too long... I don't want miss him as 40 days long... You know, it's painful, more than staying in the hell... Well, I don't care anything... I just wanna see him... Don't know why... Maybe I scold him before... In the holiday too... I think, I'm not good right? Not a good student, not a good friend, not a good brother in my family, and not a good listener to him... But you know that? I just wanna be a good friend, be a good listener to him... I don't care everyone say that I'm homosexual, I'm bitch, I look suck.... I don't care this type of gossip... But if he say that I'm bitch, I look suck or more... It just like a blade, a blade which hurt my heart... The sound let me feel pain... Maybe some of you will say:' This call love.'... But you know... I don't think so... I just wanna a friend can talk to me... And I want a friend can give me more concerned... I don't say my loveliest friend can't give me these thing... But I just wanna he give me... Well... I know... Maybe he think I'm homosexual... Well... You know... I guess so... I wanna his concerned...
Well well... So sad to talk about it... Now... I didn't chat with him even he's online... I don't wanna call him, see his Facebook's profile anymore... It hurt me so deeply... So I ignore these thing... I try so hard to forget him... But... Now... I still miss him... I still remember him... I just can see him when he's online... But I didn't chat with him anymore.... Maybe I make so much of trouble to him... So... Just get away from him... Mm... These day... I just have find some Chinese song... Because I don't know what song should find... Maybe all of you can post your favorite song to my chat box... And share it with other... It looks good right?
Well well... In the end... don't know what should I say... Mm... Still like before... Hope everyone have a nice day, and enjoy yours holiday...
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