1st of November

Hi here! Well... Everyone have a good time yesterday? That because yesterday is Halloween! Some of my friend have celebrate this festival... Goin' pub, gathering, havin' fun in the Halloween party... Well... I don't have go anyway... Just stay at home... Watchin' movie, using computer to find some song... And also writing my diary... Yesterday is a special day to me... I don't know why... Maybe it is Halloween... So I'm happy? Think so...

Still starting with 'Well...'... Tuesday... Wanna go back to school already... Feel nervous... Think that everyone strange there... Of course some of my friend there have feel kind... But... Don't know... Maybe I'm not comfortable... Well... Don't care about it... Just think that I'm crazy...

Today... Don't have a call to my loveliest friend... Because my family member at home... Don't want they know... I always 'cook' a 'phone porridge' with him... Not only half an hour, not only a few minute... I think I have talk with him in phone more than half an hour... Maybe fifty minute... Maybe more... And I don't want my family member know about that now... Just wait the phone bill come... It's not my fault, right?... My hand-phone don't have much money, so I use home phone... It doesn't a matter... Just waitin' 14th November to reload...

Now, using computer to writing blog, find song and listen it... Is it my life? No... I don't think that I'm Otaku... Because I like to shoppin'... Love goin' to buy shirt, CD, books, accessories and more... Just like a little girl, right?... Well... I don't think so... Because I just wanna be beauty... Be the special than everyone... Ha ha ha ha... Don't be jealous... Well... Still remind my memory... Just like a old guy... My mum always say that my look always be 'tired' mode... Well... I also don't want to be like this... But... Never mind... Just being myself...

Okay now... Just write until here... Today don't have any song wanna to introduce to everyone here... But I hope everyone here can introduce some good song to me... All of you can post the song's name in my CBox... Thanks to everyone here... And wish you have a nice day...

Sunway Trip... (More photos)

Handsome Zen with me...(edited)

Cool guy! Xiang and me taking this photo after skating... Lucky me...

Two black stranger with a 'Red Hot'? Well, it is Me, Qin and San... We're inside the Sunway building...

Sunway Trip... With Teacher (=0=)o

Mm... Start with a angel... Am I an angel?... Don't know... Just I know that, I'm not a human... Just like that...

Well... Yesterday go out with my teacher... We go Sunway... But on the road, my friend call us to drive faster... Well... It may broke the rules, right?... After parking, we 'run' to meet them... We have playing ice skating there... The entrance ticket such expansive... RM13 per one person... But it's worth... We have a happy time there... I have learn to skating on the ice from my friend... Finally, I did it!... It's the happy memory to me...

After that, we have dinner there... Some of my friend and I go to A&W having our dinner... Drinking a drinks, talking, sharing our experience... Finish our dinner, we have a walk there... Taking picture at there... It such happy... But my teacher calling us to go home... Well... Finish our trip there... Go home with my teacher's car... Well... The boys behind always talking... Well... It's good to me... Not always feel alone...

Waiting my parent at the bus-stop... So many stranger there... Some of the girls there smoking... It smell like disgusting... Wanna vomit at there... Later, I see my friend there... We have a talk there... After a few minute, I go home...

It is a good memory to me... Well... Today morning, I feel pain... My hands, legs and head... Not feeling well... Maybe I have 'exercise' yesterday... Now writing blog, listen music and searching something... Oops... Forget to tell everyone here... I forget to take a photo with my loveliest friend yesterday in Sunway... Wow, he look cool there... But I forget to take a picture... Feel sad... Mm... Today... I've miss someone... Not my friend... But also my friend... Maybe... But we didn't talk these day... Feel like... so strange... Well... Stop here... Have some song have to introduce to everyone here... "She Wolf" by Shakira and "Obsessed" by Mariah Carey... Enjoy!

San and me... Friends...

Yi Ying and me...

Zen and me... We take this photo after skating... Well... A handsome taking photo with me!

Me and Yi Ying 'gain... Before skating, we take this picture together... Cute, right?

Well, well, well....

OMG! Holidays again?...Yeah!... No homework, no exercise, no any changes... Just wanna stay at home... Well... I think that I'm stupid, right? Online, but not chatting; Writing blog, but no point at all... Mm... This holiday, go skiting with my teacher and friends... Sunway><... But... Don't know... Just feel unconfortable... Don't know why.... NO any reason... Just my feeling... Stay at home right now... Writing blog, online, playing piano and guitar... I think this is my true life... No one will disturb me, argue with me... Mm... Have take a movie from someone... Well... I don't like the end of the story... It looks like... Don't know... Happy? No... Sad? No... Mm... No emotion? I think so... Everyone dead in the end... Just like that... The story also... It just like.... a fairytale... It feel like not the true love story... Well well... have to thanks a lot to him... Yesterday I have finish this movie already... After three o'clock I go to bed... Haha... It's normal to me... I don't like to sleep early...

Mm... When started the holiday, I already waiting for the school day... It just... Don't know... I think I will be mad because I cant see him in this holiday... But I also can't see him in the school day... So... Just miss him... This is the thing that I can do...

Have a good song wanna introduce to everyone here: 'Truly madly deeply" by Savage Garden, "Feeling" by Il Divo...

this is the movie that someone introduce me... a homosexual love story~

Our Photos (edited)

Here we are...haha...

Well... Hi Again~

Missing Love... Is that a truth? I don't know... I just know that I never have this feeling before... Fall in love? Don't know... Maybe, yes... But, no one will accept a homosexual... Right? I'm lost now... Far away from this town...

Finally, Finish my exam already>< Happy... No more exam pressure... Feel free... Goin' shopping with Kam, Ma and Ying... Go to Kepong Jusco... Well... While I wait for them, I saw someone who always scared to see me... I know... I'm a monster right? Well, after that day,he so scared to talk to me... Now... I don't care... I don't call him this time...

Go to shopping! Hey, it was fun. Me and Ying are wearing a short pants, Kam wearing a short skirt and Ma is wearing a jeans. We go there together by bus... First time go out with my friends... Feel better than having a camp outside... But if that is my society's camp, I will go><... Haha...we have a great time there. Takin' picture, playing, laughting together...

At night, Having dinner with my famally at Tony Roma's. Drink a cocktale... A high alcohor drink. I still okay... Better than my family... Maybe doesn't have any alcohor enzyme in my body... Kakas... I miss him... I have lost myself because I meet him... Maybe I am a homosexual... But to me, it's okay... Others people maybe can't accept me... Well... That their problems... Not mind!

One week... Don't chat with my friend, talk to anybody, sometime will feel anger with nothing... Just like a unnormal people... Sometime I will cry with no any reason... Crazy me! Am I?

Well, have to edit my photo... Take with Hao, Ying, Kam and Ma in the fitting room. Crazy man... Haha... We just let the salesgirl angry... Stupid them... That is their work right? I just wanna say to them: Hey! This is your work! Don't put a 'black face' to see us!

Mm... the continues day is holiday... Don't know what should I do in that day... Jerk off? Haha... Stupid that... Maybe I will composed a song, maybe I will goin' out to shopping with my friend... Who knows? It's just my future only... Missing Love? Don't know... It's just a unknown.