Why?

27th of June, I got my report card. Mm... Nothing to say. I got a bad mark. How much I got? Okay, I tell you, it just 69.5... My classmate got higher mark. Why? I always study hard in my exam, in my work, in everything! But I just got a little mark. How about them? They just playing computer, reading novel, sleeping in the class etc. But they can get higher mark than me! Can GOD tell me a reason why? Tell my why I got a bad mark than my friend? I think the GOD don't know about that!... Anyway, this is my mark. I can't angry on my GOD...

I don't want to care about my score. I want to forget it! Have to work hard now and have to do more exercise. I can't be the best, but I can be better than before. ><

Sleepy Day + Hate...

Today morning have fall some rain ( use 'fall', because it really really just have a little rain. Hate that!). After that, it become a sunny day, a wonderful HOT day! Well, I'm not well in the morning because I'm sick. But I'm okay right now. I have angry with some student who were disturb me. What a stupid student, so noisy! Wanna hit them as much as I want! But I can't. Haiz~ Don't know where do I go yesterday, felt so sleepy! My teacher call me to stand up and answer some question when I'm sleeping. Fuck! I want to fight with him. But I'm the student, I can't fight with the teacher. If I fight with him, I'll be fired by the school. Because the teacher always be the right one. Just like our school, every time we call that teacher 'Hippo' , she will angry with us, and go to complained to the principle! What a childish 'game' (she think that it was a game, a good game!)!

Okay, I'm going to continue my topic. Well we have sport lesson today. We have go to change shirt...*skip*... And our teacher tell us to run about 2 round in our school. Some of them don't listen his command. He's angry. He shout to us and run about 1 round in our school in 3 minute. What the fuck! My butt was hurt! My leg too! Fuck him! After that, he want both of us going to play basket ball! It just like killing me! OMG! I wanna go back home...

Well, today was a bad day. A big bad day! Have so many unlucky thing was happen on me. Many people say :' Monday, Dark Monday!', But I think :' Tuesday, Unlucky Tuesday!'

I Miss It, Sorry...

Well, today is a challenging day. So many people come our class to see our society and harmonica society's presentation, more than yesterday><>

But, I have do many mistake in this day. I'm sorry to somebody... First, I wanna say sorry to my sister. I have receive her friend present, and they want me to give it to my sister. But my sister haven't see the present, I broke it. I accidentally broke the present when I want to entertain others people... I have give everybody a work, to clean the floor! I felt sad. I felt so scared. I scared my sister will angry with me, and her friend will hate me... I felt very sorry in that case.

After that, we having so many show... so many show... Suddenly, my friend want to borrow my capo. Well, I go and find it. And, I have broke his bottle! Very accidentally... very accidentally... I say many time 'sorry' to him, I hope his don't care it. I have find a broom, a dustbin and some newspaper. He go to clean the glasses. I really really hope that his don't care in this 'accident'. He clean the glass, but I just clean the water only. When I'm clean the water, he tell me: "hope the broken glass would not hurt you.", But I wanna tell him, the glass would not hurt my body, it just hurt my heart only. ( Perhaps this a bit disgusting, but it is real)... I felt really sorry to my friend... Very very sorry... Hope you can forgive me... Thx...

Sleep ==Zzz

Well, today I have go back to school to do something for the presentation. And I bring many things... Everyone is lookin' at me! It was so fish... I hate their eyes! But, that's okay. I have bring my thing, no one will scold me><>< They even come earlier then me, hahaha... After that, I goin' to my society class to havin' my work. OMG! What the fuck! So many things to do! After I finish this, I had go to there, and go there, and go there... Yew!
But it not the worst thing to me. It feel better than before><>< Tee Hee~
All of us having a happy time in this day, hope tomorrow too.

It's short, but it's valueable.

I'm Stupid!

Today, I break a glass plate. I never think that I will break this plate...My sister help me to clean the broken plate. But I felt that she was angry, she angry because I waist a plate, and waist the vegetable in the plate (I'm washing the vegetable while the plate was broken...). Everyone will hate me! My family, my friend, my teacher, and other people will hate me! Because I'm a stupid! A big stupid! I can't do anythings in the perfect way! I can't finish anythings beautifully! But if everyone doesn't hate me, I will hate myself also! I think I was stupid! I'm Idiot! I'm Fucker! I'm bitch! Hate myself! I hate myself! Why everyone can do anythings beautifully, I can't?! Because they are genius, and I just a stupid! Why? Why the GOD must let me being like that? Does this is my special "potential"? OMG! I love you so much! Mm...I will always playing my character!

My piano teacher was angry with me because I don't have practice my piano pieces! I haven't play it successfully...She was angry! She said that if I don't practice, I can't get marks in MERID, DISTENTION and also can't get PASS! But I know that... I have practice hard, but I just can't memorise the note, the chord in the pieces... But anyway, I will play it hard and get my marks...

Mm... I think, I'm STUPID!

Green Life~

Well, I'm not happy today.... I have see many cloud in the sky, seems like it will raining later... But it haven't rain.... Feel so hot... It also have many smoke in the sky.... Dose anyone know our earth are getting hotter than before? Why the others country are going to cut and burn theirs forest and doing other activities will make this happen? Are they stupid?! I think, NO! They destory the forest because they want money! If one day the forest are destory clearly, they also can't get any money! But, they still stupid... They still don't know the information about this! It will cause the pollution on our earth!... Anyway, we must love our earth>< Save our earth today~ Love our earth in anytime, anywhere....

Wake Up!

Well...I'm recover now><...><...hehe... But now I have many thing to do so.... I must to finish them... Felt boring==

Now, I still felt asleep...... WAKE UP! stupid me....

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Haiz.... Today feel tired..... Feel asleep ..... Got many things to do.... And I finish them until now...... And now,I'm sick!.. Hate that feeling><..... My nose, my head, my body and other places feel so pain.... Maybe I will become a 'monster'.... A ''BIG' Sick Monster'!..... What the FU**! Before that, I can't sing... Now, it wants me can't talk to others people!.... Why I'm sick and everyone haven't sick? Hate that Bacteria!... But....nevermind...... I can't change my Future.... I just can change myself now.....

I think that tomorrow I can't go to school to having the meeting..... It's getting worse and worse now..... I hope that is not H1N1.... *kakas~*.... I feel very sorry to the people who sick because of me.... I hope they can forgive me..... Mm..... Hope I can recover quickly......Tee hee><