Well... Become Fake Everyday!

Hi everyone... I'm back 'gain... Well... Wanna ask you something... Do you believe that everyone is the best in the world? Even she/he is bitch, fucker or what, do you believe?... Well... Feel sad these day... You know, I think I'm bitch... Well... I have meet someone in school before Saturday... You know... I just turn around and talk to my friend... I don't wanna to see him anymore... But he still come, and I think he got something to tell me... But, I just say 'Hi' and run away... I don't wanna to be hurt anymore... If I'm brave, I 'll tell him that I hate him... But I can... Mm... Maybe he's my friend before... A good friend... And I don't blame on him... Just my teacher scold me... My teacher say I better to leave him... Well, as a good student... I leave him... That time I know, homosexual is UN-nature to everyone who lives in the world... But... I love guy... That can't stopped me... I try to love girl... But in the end, I just can be a good friend with girl... Because I like a girl when I'm talk with them (the Girls!)... Mm... Even say that I'm homosexual, but I still have some guy's friend... Mm... Maybe I wanna to be man?... Don't know... But I'm happy I have these friend... They help me too much... And now... I still alive in this world...

Well... My school have a activity in this Friday... I walk around with my friend... He is a good friend... Mm... Well... Have a little hope here... Hope him can find a girlfriend this year... This friend always can solve my problem... *even that stupid thing!*... Well... We have a happy time there... And last year's classmate come to meet me that day... Oh My God! What a surprise thing!... Love them!... Mm... Maybe we still have a friendship heart there... Well well well... Happy time, is short... Why do I say that... Because that day, I just fell a little sick... But next day, fall in sick!... What a sad case... Flu, cough, head-age and more... Feel like... Mm... Don't know how to say... Just, fall in sick... *that's quite easy to understand*...

Well... Wanna to be fake everyday... That's hard... Well, I think, maybe someday I'll be a 'fake man'...*turn a sound, it will be like 'fat man'... Ha ha ha...'... Well, February now... Mm... Just have some photos wanna share with you... And a song wanna introduce to you... 'I believe I can fly' by R Kelly... Well... Hope you'll enjoy it...

P.S.: If my post is mess... Well... Hope you can forgive me... Thanks!

My classmate in 2009... Well... Sweet...

*sorry to some of you because I didn't take your photo*

That's me... Fatty Fatty....

Wow! The sun shine's bright! My face become Red!

*ready to explode...*

*Bleak*! Look like stupid...

Looking outside... See something?

Emo acting... But looks good...

Still act like Emo... But change a pose...

Sleeping? Or thinking something?

Act cute-ing... Ha ha...

Act cute-ing second time... Crazy man...

My sister and I... This looks much better...

Mm... Good light.... It makes my hair become Blonde!...

Act cute, but have a pretty face...

*put so many cosmetic*

Hey! Smile!

Not Emo, but looks like...

If someone don't know me... Maybe they will think that the one who in this photo

is a girl!

Smile~

*put too many cosmetic... So looks like a zombie*

Oh My God! Act cute again...

*to get a plastic bag, ready to vomit>

All of Me

Wow... Hi to everyone here... Yeah... Now I'm free a bit... Well... After open school, I always don't have time to open my computer... Don't have open my MSN, my Facebook and more for a week... Just feel like dying.... But anyway... Still good... New class, new friend, and new experience... Have a nice class, but don't have a nice luck... So tired every time... Well... That's not my fault... Because of my homework, so I have to work late... Well... Wanna to prepared my exam... Two big exam... My teacher are worry, me too... I scared I don't get 'A''s in these exam... Don't know... Maybe I think too much?... Well... Just see... I hope I'll be happy in this year...

Mm... Have going out with my family... To shop, to see... Well... Just two time only in this January... Well... I don't have much money... So... Can't buy anything... But I have buy a bottle of perfume... Like it's smell... Just like a fruit... Mm... Can spray it to school?... Don't know... I don't want my teacher scold... But I think, mostly not... Teacher is not to care of these thing... They just care our works... That's only... Well... I wanna buy so many things... Like shirt, accessory, and more... I have see a jacket in Top Shop!... I wanna buy it... But too expensive... 250++ dollar... Wow... Just a jacket... But look fashion... Hope I can have it...

Well... Tired these day... After I'm back from school... I'll go to sleep... And that's why my piano theory haven't do... But luckily... My piano teacher don't scold me... Just want me to do only... Sometime, I'll sleep until 10p.m. so I get a bath... So dirty right?... Well... I always do my work (include to write my diary) until 1.00++ a.m. ... So 'early' huh?... But I can't control it... Because I'm too late to do my work... So that's why I will be like this...

Mm... Well... Have a song wanna introduce to everyone here... A jazz type's song... 'All of Me' by Willie Nelson... A good singer too (even he's old)... He also have a good song named 'Fly Me to The Moon'... I like these song so much... Hope you too... And have some picture share with you, guys... Hope you would like it... It's record my new year's life... Enjoy... And wish you happy everyday...

Smile? or Cry?...

Act cute, baby!

I have put so many cosmetic on my face...

With glasses... But looks okay only...

It is blur... But, I like it... Dreamy!

Well... The sunset... Can't see my face...

It seems dark... But I like it... I like the light...

Hey guys... See my sexy shorts!...

Look sassy?... Or sexy?...

Big face... Smile!...

Do my work until night... Have a big dark circle 'gain...

Looks so dreamy... My perfect shot!

Smile... Can't see my eyes...

My face is white... But still have some spot on my face... Ugly....

New Year, New Life

Hi again to all of you... Happy?... Because the new year comes... Well... I can't accept this... Because I still live in year 2009... Still like a kid... Well... As everyone know... New year, new dreams... But I don't have a dream... I don't know whether I wanna choose art or science for my Form 4... I don't have any dream, any dreamed occupation... Mm... Sad case... Well... I don't wanna go to school... I don't wanna gossip stay around me... It seem stupid, and meaningless... Well... If I can... I wanna go... Leave this place... I wanna go as far as I can... Mm... Maybe I go to meet my boy... or... I go to Japan and have a trip there... Or go German... Well... I just think that only... I don't think I can fly over the world... I don't have money... That's the point... I don't have so much money... Not like others people... They can fly over here, fly over there... Just like a crown show... Well... I hope I can stay with my boy... Just now and forever... But I can't... He live too far away from me... But if I finish my secondary school life... Maybe I can... That time I can have a reason... What reason?... Well... I can say:' I wanna find a job.'... Just like that... Well... I don't think my family will agree that...

New year... Doesn't everyone happy?... Well... I think all of you will say:' Yes! Happy until rest in peace!'... Well... Me too... I just have a little happy... Why I'm happy?... Well... I have go to having my lunch with my cousin yesterday... A New Year Lunch... Such expensive place... Well... My uncle paid for it... Thanks!... Well... So many people there... And I see so many 'banana' people at there... You know... They are Chinese... But they speak English... Their action make me so angry... Can't they say Chinese?... Why they wanna act like that?... So professional?... If that call professional... And what should I call?... God? or Satan?... Well... I don't like people to act like someone... Because everyone have their personal style... So... Hope some of you don't scold me... I just telling the truth only...

Well... Having our lunch at there... So many choices... There have Chinese meal, Malay meal, Japanese meal, Italian meal and other meals... Too many choice... Don't know how to choose... Well... After finish our meal... We having a dessert (Don't know it's spelling correct or not)... Well... There have so many dessert there... Pudding, Ice-cream, cake and more... Well... We enjoy to play the 'chocolate falls' and 'strawberry falls'... So funny... Just like a 'Big Kid' there... Well... We so enjoy having our lunch... Happy there... But after it... Not so...

Mm... Don't know... Maybe 4th of January wanna open school... Have so much sad... Well... Hate to see people... Hate to study... And hate the gossip... I'm not so famous... But I have so many thing that other people can make it into gossip... So Fuck... Not happy at all... Well... Wish everyone here... Happy everyday... Not to be like me... Mm... Well... I also having a hair cut... Hope it can be long soon... In the end... Hope everyone be happy... Forever!

P.S: I have post some photos here... Hope you will like it!

A big Candy Tower!

I have just finish my lunch... So full...

Like it?... It's mango flavor...

Mush mellow with biscuit... Taste good!

My first round dessert...

This is me...

In the toilet... There have a big big mirror...

Smile... Cheese!

Taking photos with door?... Well This is the toilet's door...

Well... So tired...

Just make a wish...

Wow... Have a white face... I didn't have edit it...

Before I having my hair cut...

This call After... Become ugly...