The 7th Day of My Holidays' life

Hi to everyone here 'gain... Well well... Do you happy enjoy this holidays life?... I guess most of you are happy... Go shoppin', gathering... Talking with friend using the phone, chatting with friend using MSN, or SMS... *I guess most of you don't use ICQ already... Do you?*... Well... It looks like so enjoy... But... My holidays... Feel boring and... FUCK!

Mm... Well... The story start form 21th November... Well, I sleep at 4.30a.m. before this day... But... This day... My fucking mum wake me up... For what?!... For my tuition... I never think that I could have a tuition this holiday... But... She find a teacher to teach me in school... What a fucking thing!... You do this thing without my permission?!... What the fuck!... Hate that!... Well, if the lesson of my tuition is Mathematics... Never mind... But... Not Math., is Physic!... Fuck!... I hate this lesson so much!... Do you know what my physic's result in my final exam?... If you don't know... Now, I tell you... Just 46 marks only!... Do you know why?... Because I hate physic so much... It looks like a none calculation of my life... But... Anyway... The physic teacher comes, so, have anything I can do? or any thing I can change? No!... So... Just go on...

40 Days of holidays... Well well... Seem like the time is so short... Why just 40 days... But... To me... It quiet too long... I don't want miss him as 40 days long... You know, it's painful, more than staying in the hell... Well, I don't care anything... I just wanna see him... Don't know why... Maybe I scold him before... In the holiday too... I think, I'm not good right? Not a good student, not a good friend, not a good brother in my family, and not a good listener to him... But you know that? I just wanna be a good friend, be a good listener to him... I don't care everyone say that I'm homosexual, I'm bitch, I look suck.... I don't care this type of gossip... But if he say that I'm bitch, I look suck or more... It just like a blade, a blade which hurt my heart... The sound let me feel pain... Maybe some of you will say:' This call love.'... But you know... I don't think so... I just wanna a friend can talk to me... And I want a friend can give me more concerned... I don't say my loveliest friend can't give me these thing... But I just wanna he give me... Well... I know... Maybe he think I'm homosexual... Well... You know... I guess so... I wanna his concerned...

Well well... So sad to talk about it... Now... I didn't chat with him even he's online... I don't wanna call him, see his Facebook's profile anymore... It hurt me so deeply... So I ignore these thing... I try so hard to forget him... But... Now... I still miss him... I still remember him... I just can see him when he's online... But I didn't chat with him anymore.... Maybe I make so much of trouble to him... So... Just get away from him... Mm... These day... I just have find some Chinese song... Because I don't know what song should find... Maybe all of you can post your favorite song to my chat box... And share it with other... It looks good right?

Well well... In the end... don't know what should I say... Mm... Still like before... Hope everyone have a nice day, and enjoy yours holiday...

Friends 09'

Time Square trip and friends 09' (edited)

Well... Holidays come

Well... Wanna say 'HI!' to everyone here... But don't know how long I can still say 'Hi!'... Don't know... I hate myself! What a damn person!... Shit me!... Well... I write two letter to him... But he didn't care me... Maybe... He hate me... I make him hate me... And hate me so well, so well... Don't know what everyone thinkin' about it... But... I can't see him after 40days... My school holidays have 40days long!... How can I wait?... Wait for 40 days... Better thing to do: Die... Rest in Peace~ So, do you think this is right?... Well... My answer is: Sure! It's a great idea...

Yesterday is the last day in Junior Middle 2... Well... I can't believe that... Mm... It just like... I didn't do anything in this year... I see my result... Oh My God!... Just 66marks... Shit! I hate this mark... My loveliest friend can take 71marks, why I can't as good as him?... Well... Just can pass only... Become crazy... What should I do?... Try hard next time? No!... I don't have so much time to try, I don't have time... Just a little time... Do you know, I always think that: How about I jump down from the highest floor at a tall building... It's fun? Yes! Of course!... Does this action can let me die quickly?... Yes! The blood will flush out from my head... My brains will come out later... Someone cryin', vomiting, shouting... It's sound good, Huh?... But... Every time I wanna do this, something have stopped me... Who? Jesus? Angels? Demon? or someone else?... Don't know... Someone save me from the dark... But just don't know who is he... Is it he? or my friend?... Don't know... Just see

Go Time Square with my friend... Well... My loveliest friend also go there with me... We are playing in the theme park... Well... When I play game, I'm not happy... Because... I just think about him... Does he go out? or just stay at home?... Most of the question is come from him... Someone said, this is love... But, I think, This is care... I just take care for something, someone... It's not calling love... If this is love... Well... I will goin' to be a homosexual!...

Mm... Well... Here have some song wanna introduce to everyone here... The modern song that I wanna introduce is 'Whatcha say' by Jason Derulo... and the continue song is come from a movie, 'Les Choristes'... It is a good movie... Well, the song I introduce from here is 'Vois sur ton Chemin', 'Les Avions en Papier', 'Lueur d'Ete', 'In Memoriam', 'Compere Guilleri' and 'Caresse sur L'ocean'... Hope everyone here will enjoy in these classical song and a modern song... Have nice day

Back to Normal

Well... First... I post these video to everyone here... Hope all of you love it... It is a classical song and two Japan girls change it to the Jazz edition... It sound so good to me... One of these video show like a song written in the 20th century...I think it sound good to everyone here... Enjoy!

Well... Tuesday... I go back to school... Well... It's weird... I didn't talk so much to everyone in my class... I don't know what I wanna share with them... So... We just talk a little... Most of my time is waist on writing diary... I don't know why... Maybe I have many thing to write down... Well... I think I better to be alone... These days, my loveliest friend didn't take care about me... Maybe he is busy these day... That's why he didn't care about me... He have to perform the drum in 7th November... Wish him good luck and all the best... Well... Before school days, I think my class will be free, teacher will not teaching at all... But... It's difference... All of my teacher teaching when having their lesson... Now, just my Chinese teacher have give us relax... Well... I hope can go back to the holiday... No more pressure...

Mm... I just came back from school... Well... Just writing blog... Doin' nothing... I miss him... I didn't see him these days... But... If we meet... I don't know what should I talk with him... Music? He's professional than me in these thing... School life? Well... It's too boring... So... In the end... The conclusion is: I don't know what should I talk with him when I meet him... So... Just miss him... To me... It's enough...

Well... Write until here... Hope everyone have a Nice day... Wish all of you happy every day!