Holidays is coming.... But I still wanna go back to school for my camping and art.... Feel not like having holiday very much.... So many things to do..... So many work to do..... Teacher think that we are free in holiday.... But, it was wrong! We still have many things to do in holidays.... We still wanna enjoy our holidays... Teacher can enjoy the holidays, why we can't? They just know how to let the student do their work and enjoy theirselves, but they don't know how student feel... We feel so disgusting to do work, feel wanna burn our work...(just like burn the charcoal)....
Wahahaha......Feel just like crazy..... No one know my feeling.... No one know how my feel now..... They just know how to get pressure to me....work pressuer..... home pressuer.... class pressure.... Everything have give me so many pressure..... I feel just like crazy.... I wanna die... Having dinner with the DEVIL..... *I think I will having sex with DEVIL too....kakas....*.... Except Izen and Zen, I don't know how to talk with others people what my feeling..... I know that some of them were very childish..... Just like a kid, not a student who study in secondary school.....OMG! Who gonna help me? ...I think, NO ONE! Anywhere, I will find my way myself..... Wherether the way was wrong, was correct, I will go with my way..... Crazy feeling....
Oh...I forget to tell that.... I hate someone thought me I was gay..... And someone who hate gay person... They also people.... Why should everybody think that they are monster? I know their feel.... And it just like my feeling now..... Braveless, Loveless, Unconfortable, and feel wanna die.... Especially the 'kid' that study in secondary school.....I feel like wanna vomit when I hear them talking about they hate someone who was gay or others..... But, they just kid.... They don't know how to write the word "feel"..... I think that one day they will feel that feeling.....
God Bless Them....
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